Repenting

I doubt if just handful of people wonder this but I know I have questions.

So... You know how people repent, yes? Yes. Okay and then they go off and do the same thing they were just repenting off of, yes? Yes. It's like a cycle for them. Do your activity then say sorry and continue to do it. It's really crazy because for one, do they mean they're sorry? And two, why do they continue to do the same dang thing over and over and believe I'm sorry is really going to cover that sin. I know on Saturdays after work, I go to church because I can't on Sunday and then my friend (whom I attend church w) go eat and I say, off to do the devils work. Not because I actually intend to do the devils work but we go and party and bull****. I am sorry for what I do those nights but I keep what I do under control for myself and whom ever accompanies me. I don't repent over that but I am sorry but I'll repeat the activity again next Saturday.

I just don't want to call his name and then continuously do the same activity that I want forgiveness from. I think once you read, in the bible, that certain activities mustn't be done, you should stop. I mean, you read that part for a reason. It's telling you to stop. When that came upon me, I slowed down for sure and decreased the intake and increased my awareness.

I am sorry but I won't deceive others with my lies. Nor will I be deceived.



Sorry! Totally didn't put my real question. God is always there for you no matter what but when it comes to this, does he hear you and say 'this guy/chick' or does he show you signs for which your future will be if you proceed this way? Idk really. I just wonder does he take that repenting serious or not? He knows what your going to do before you even think of it. But still... There is always road A (his choice for you) and road B (your elected choice which leads to your own personal down fall). There is no road in between faith and evil.

I choose to walk alongside him but veer off course like anyone and find my way back with his help of course.

That's one of those questions I'd like to ask him. I'm sure you have questions too!