Connections

I don't know if you've ever had a connection w someone that was more that intimate.

- - - Well maybe this is the only way it happens I really don't know.

So I have this connection with this guy. It's weird because I would have never pegged him for a person I'd be connected w but eh it's cool.

Basically, this past Friday I was working in another city and became instantly hot. I don't know how but the air was blowing and it wasn't hot in the store at all. I just began to perspire recklessly. I began to fill lightheaded and my hands started shaking real bad. It was an on going occurrences or about 30 minutes or so. My body was moist and sticky and go figure I had a dress on that day.

Something of this effect had happened before but not this intense. All I kept saying was I wonder what happened or what's going to happen w so-and-so?
Anytime a random occurrence of unexpected physical altercation to my body chemistry happens, it deals w him. Weird!? I know. I usually find out 2 or 3 days later. And I did.

He's gone completely mental. Pushing those who care for him away expecting this is the correct move for him in life which I guess he will find out the truth later but I don't think it's the proper solution but it's his life. He makes his own decisions and I cannot nor will not force his hand on the matter. Eh. Life lesson are a bit maddening and brutally annoying but life has a way or God has a way of putting back in the proper place if you stray off the path too long and too far. Only time will tell. Eek!