When I heard it, I see me and that person, whomever he is. I see my wedding day. Anyone who knows me understands that's huge statement coming from me but it's true. I have so much hope for the future and when I hear this song my heart flutters in excitement.
Oh by the way, this fellow who I dated for a few months shy of forever, has been deliberately holding up communication with me. That last sentence sounds very negative but do not take it as so. Any who, I really need to ask him what he wants from me. I know it'll be perceived as a rude statement but I want to know. I have tried to get over him for awhile. Once I thought I was rid of him, he'd crawl his way back into my sights. Through many months of deleted photos, messages, number, displaced number, removal of bathetic items, pray of forgetting about him, etc... He comes back. So I'm contemplating where this is a curse or I'm being beatified unknowingly. If I'm bring blessed w this then are we meant to be friends, try again, or am I to help him w his next relationship. We shall see. Again, we are cordial and at solace w one another (on my end, I think his too). So only time shall tell. If he just stated what he wanted, I'd be happier.
Back to the reason I wrote this, this is one of my favorite songs and albums on my phone. Best r&b I've heard in ages. Beautiful. Makes me happy to hear music and not over saturated profanity and pure sex. I can listen to this entire album without skipping songs. Eek. So good.
I can't wait to wake up to my future w a kiss on the forehead and calm in his eyes.
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