Survey says?

First name ?

Last name?

Age?

City?

State?

Occupation?

One word describe yourself?

Why is it when I am asked to describe myself, I go blank. I honestly can say I have the most trouble describing myself. I guess I don't really know myself. I know who I'd like to be but nothing more than that. 

When I asked someone, their response was: independent, hard working, beautiful etc

Now those words are good but not what I necessarily want to be known for. I used to be a free spirit, self assure, logical, analytical, creative, a visionary and smart. 

These days I feel less like a free spirit. 

I'm not sure of who I am anymore. I know what I want to be but not sure how or where my legacy begins. 

Logic is out the window and so is analytical. 

Barely creative and nowhere near visionary. 

I haven't felt smart in at least 7 months. I feel my brain function is diminishing. 

The only thing I can say I have going for me is visually and orally my memory is intact, sight is good, my hearing is much better than I really thought. I'm not able to soak up random knowledge like I used to and regurgitate it back at you. I feel like I can't spell sometimes. 

I'm somehow impaired and I need to get my original characteristics back bc I don't like who I am now. Tired of trying to adapt and conform to others which, in turn, diminishes my character. Lord knows I need a change; I'm just now realizing it.