Menopause

In all honesty, I'm a nutty individual. I know what I want and then I know what I don't want. I'm all kinds of eff'd up right now. Sigh. Things are... Complicated to say the least.

I'm moving at the end of this month

My apps are due next month eek!

Quitting in about three weeks

Change my address

Leave the gym, truly sad news

Ah! Gotta say 'see ya' to trainer and I'm pushing away from trainer to make it easier to leave (strange right! I know)

Ahh and I have to pack bc I haven't just yet!

I need to meditate and reboot my brain. Center myself. Enjoy BSING the last few weeks I'm here. Oh and my birthdays at the end of this week. Grrr. Everything is happening at once. Oh and Mother Nature has been around for about three weeks now which is probably the cause of all my stress and dysfunctional mood swings. Menopause - where are you when I need you!?

See how disorderly I am! Ah gosh

I'm in psychotic bish mode and I'm hating ever minute of it

I think it's the reason I've had such a long weekend too.