People come into your life for a Reason, a Season, or a
Lifetime
Lifetime
When you figure out which it
is, you know exactly what to do
is, you know exactly what to do
I can’t help but think how much I have grown since the
beginning of this year. Some of this growth is not the best thing but at the
same time it has given me an acceptance for situations that I cannot change.
beginning of this year. Some of this growth is not the best thing but at the
same time it has given me an acceptance for situations that I cannot change.
I’ve met someone who most girls would swoon over. He’s
closest to perfect that I have gotten thus far. It’s funny because he makes me
feel whatever on earth is beyond wonderful. I know it may be cliché to say but
his eyes are so unbelievably inviting. His heart is relatively pure but for the
most part it embodies that of which most people want. The warmth of his being
is beyond my descriptive articulation. EVER girl fantasizes about that one
perfect man who trots along on his noble steed and whisks her off on her
happily ever after. Regrettably, I have yet to realize how good I have it with
him. I push and pull and eventually tangle myself up within the ranks of my
thoughts not to settle for what is given. I need to put forth that effort of the
struggle of “NOT” being deserving of what I’ve been presented with to better
use. I need to clear my head of all that clouds it; whatever is restricting my
everlasting happiness must perish. If only I knew how to fully open myself up
to this and thoroughly appreciated this expression of a feeling I have been working
so long and hard for. He’s in love with life but better yet, in love with me. I
love what he brings to the table. I just hope that he enjoys what I’m bring otherwise
he’ll depart before dessert.
closest to perfect that I have gotten thus far. It’s funny because he makes me
feel whatever on earth is beyond wonderful. I know it may be cliché to say but
his eyes are so unbelievably inviting. His heart is relatively pure but for the
most part it embodies that of which most people want. The warmth of his being
is beyond my descriptive articulation. EVER girl fantasizes about that one
perfect man who trots along on his noble steed and whisks her off on her
happily ever after. Regrettably, I have yet to realize how good I have it with
him. I push and pull and eventually tangle myself up within the ranks of my
thoughts not to settle for what is given. I need to put forth that effort of the
struggle of “NOT” being deserving of what I’ve been presented with to better
use. I need to clear my head of all that clouds it; whatever is restricting my
everlasting happiness must perish. If only I knew how to fully open myself up
to this and thoroughly appreciated this expression of a feeling I have been working
so long and hard for. He’s in love with life but better yet, in love with me. I
love what he brings to the table. I just hope that he enjoys what I’m bring otherwise
he’ll depart before dessert.
It seems as if I am looking for something or someone to
distract me from what he gives me so I can say I am not good enough. BUT I am
good enough and have yet to realize that. I came to this crack hole, Lubbock,
to find a way through school and get my degree and leave. I ended up finding
someone special in the process. Shameful but hopefully 2011 will bring clarity.
distract me from what he gives me so I can say I am not good enough. BUT I am
good enough and have yet to realize that. I came to this crack hole, Lubbock,
to find a way through school and get my degree and leave. I ended up finding
someone special in the process. Shameful but hopefully 2011 will bring clarity.
People are in our lives for a reason, season, and a lifetime
AND some have fulfilled that purpose. I don’t feel sad or sorry but
understanding. I have lost people in useless battles but gained prosperity in
the process.
AND some have fulfilled that purpose. I don’t feel sad or sorry but
understanding. I have lost people in useless battles but gained prosperity in
the process.
I have learned to take things with a grain of salt. Some
people are trustworthy and others are snakes that are ready to take down the
innocent. I have learned never to trust what a person SAYS because ACTIONS ALWAYS
SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. I had been told that I give some too much credit and
have come to the realization that I definitely do. Sad but true. I have been
taken advantage of and have to get myself back to my stress-free point. And I
am $466 bucks from that.
people are trustworthy and others are snakes that are ready to take down the
innocent. I have learned never to trust what a person SAYS because ACTIONS ALWAYS
SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. I had been told that I give some too much credit and
have come to the realization that I definitely do. Sad but true. I have been
taken advantage of and have to get myself back to my stress-free point. And I
am $466 bucks from that.
Life has hit me hard from August to the belly of December
but yet I have attempted to keep my head held high and problems to myself. My
mom always says hardship will surround you before the good surfaces. I may have
paraphrased this a bit but that is the bases of what she said. I love everyone
that has come along and also those who have gone. You’d think I’d change some
of the situations that have occurred but I wouldn’t. I would have never reached
this level of maturity if I hadn’t gone through what I have been through this
year.
but yet I have attempted to keep my head held high and problems to myself. My
mom always says hardship will surround you before the good surfaces. I may have
paraphrased this a bit but that is the bases of what she said. I love everyone
that has come along and also those who have gone. You’d think I’d change some
of the situations that have occurred but I wouldn’t. I would have never reached
this level of maturity if I hadn’t gone through what I have been through this
year.
Adieu to you my unforgettable 2010.
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