Grrrr narcolepsy maybe?

So I think I may have a sleep issue. 

Late few days I have not been able to sleep consistently throughout the night. It's as if I am able to lie down for a bit then I get restless and can't function properly and begin to toss and turn about the bed. 

I intentionally took four melatonin pills and I am wide the hell awake. I hate this. I toss and turn and find myself awake. I took the pills at 8 and got into bed w the tv off by 940 and look it's only 1 AM!!! 

I would really like to sleep now. Shoot even Hershel is sleep. He actually just woke up briefly bc he saw my phone light but geez. 

Idk what to do. It's gotten so bad my muscle under my eye is twitching. Unfortunately I asked my boss's boss who is a speech therapist and that's a signed of MS or stress or lack of sleep. Idk know if I'm stressed or worried about something but I think I'll take zquil tmrw. It's starting to get outta hand. 

I'd really like to go sleep now... Please!

Verse(s) of the day

Verse of the day:

Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. (Romans 15:13 NKJV)

Devotional of the day:

So He told a parable to those who were invited, when He noted how they chose the best places, saying to them: “When you are invited by anyone to a wedding feast, do not sit down in the best place, lest one more honorable than you be invited by him; and he who invited you and him come and say to you, ‘Give place to this man,’ and then you begin with shame to take the lowest place. But when you are invited, go and sit down in the lowest place, so that when he who invited you comes he may say to you, ‘Friend, go up higher.’ Then you will have glory in the presence of those who sit at the table with you. For whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.” (Luke 14:7-11 NKJV)

Verse to remember:

And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:19 NKJV)

Verse(s) of the day

Verse of the day:

“But I say to you who hear: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who spitefully use you. (Luke 6:27, 28 NKJV)

Devotional of the day:

Actually a really good story today. Never heard it before. 

Now all the people of Judah took Uzziah, who was sixteen years old, and made him king instead of his father Amaziah. (II Chronicles 26:1 NKJV)

But when he was strong his heart was lifted up, to his destruction, for he transgressed against the Lord his God by entering the temple of the Lord to burn incense on the altar of incense. So Azariah the priest went in after him, and with him were eighty priests of the Lord —valiant men. And they withstood King Uzziah, and said to him, “ It is not for you, Uzziah, to burn incense to the Lord, but for the priests, the sons of Aaron, who are consecrated to burn incense. Get out of the sanctuary, for you have trespassed! You shall have no honor from the Lord God.” Then Uzziah became furious; and he had a censer in his hand to burn incense. And while he was angry with the priests, leprosy broke out on his forehead, before the priests in the house of the Lord, beside the incense altar. And Azariah the chief priest and all the priests looked at him, and there, on his forehead, he was leprous; so they thrust him out of that place. Indeed he also hurried to get out, because the Lord had struck him. King Uzziah was a leper until the day of his death. He dwelt in an isolated house, because he was a leper; for he was cut off from the house of the Lord. Then Jotham his son was over the king’s house, judging the people of the land. (II Chronicles 26:16-21 NKJV)

When pride comes, then comes shame; But with the humble is wisdom. (Proverbs 11:2 NKJV)

Verse to remember:

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. (Philippians 4:13 NKJV)

Interesting huh? Never heard this before. 

Have a great day. 

What Now - Rihanna

http://youtu.be/b-3BI9AspYc

Love the song. Now there's a video. Yay

This weekend was interesting enough

Thursday: went to a Dallas Stars cheerleader calendar roll out. My friend's (Tia) friend is one of the newcomers on the team. We went to the Hard Rock Cafe in Dallas. Met up w her as they were presenting the calendar. That was fun I guess but the service was a joke. 

 Our server didn't get my drink correct. I asked for their spiked raspberry lemonade but she gave me strawberry. It was pretty sour. I ordered some blackened chicken pasta w a Caesar salad but never received my salad and charged me for it. Tia had some special fajitas where you pick two meats and it's 17 something. She picked carnitas and shrimp. The server repeated carnitas and chicken. Tia's like no I want the shrimp. She brought her the pork and chicken anyway. Smh. Then she charged her for one meat and another meat, not the combo. Which was more expensive. She asked the waitress about that and she said that's not how the combo worked. I could've sworn there were no specifications or stipulations on the meat combo choices. Tia was baffled at the fact if that was the case, why didn't she say that while she was ordering.... Her name tag said she'd been there since 2012 or 2011 but still screwed up orders. Just wow! Good time though. 

Friday: wanted to go see the best man holiday but it was completely sold out. So my coworker and I went to BJ's instead. Had a nice dinner and I asked her about her relationship w one our coworkers. I knew but there was a few thinks that I was curious about. So we spoke and I told her about herself and she asked about me and my past relationships and why I was not w someone. I explained. She asked about this guy that liked me... Told her about that. Good time altogether. 

Saturday: went to the Texas Tech V Baylor game and it was nice. Never been to the Dallas stadium but it was better than I anticipated. Tech lost 63 to 34 but I enjoyed the atmosphere and going w Tia. So I have always hated beer but I had a Redd's Apple Ale and that wasn't half bad. I liked it and it didn't even taste like beer. Haha I had two. Getting parked was a dozy but after three tries we started to head in. Big and open and spacious. Mind you, we got our tickets last minute but they weren't terrible seats. Section 453 row 9 seat 15, 16. Had a blast. Now that's off my bucket list. 

I am happy that I'm starting to enjoy things... Life! My next chapter is come soon w grad school. So until then, I shall enjoy, live, breath and keep on moving forward. I have yet again another busy weekend this coming weekend. 

Verse(s) if the day

Verse of the day:

Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. (James 4:7 NKJV)

Verse to remember:

For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, (Ephesians 2:8 NKJV)

This weekend was amazing!

Saturday Hershel went to his class and went to day camp afterwards. He had to have been tired. He played so hard. Later on I went zip lining w friends. Gabbie (her birthday shindig), Anthonia (who planned to go and watch) and Christina (OT coworker). I had a really good time!

I had a fantastic time w these great people. 

Sunday, I went to spirit fest w Tia and her friends. Heard great Christian artists that I'd never heard of except 1 band. Some of it had that soft rock Christian music others didn't sound like it at all. It was a good Sunday. I purchased a tee shirt and a wrist band. 

The bands I liked were: the royal royals, Shawn McDonald and flame. Flame was like a real hip hop concert but you actually listened to the lyrics and not just the beat. People were really getting into it. 

All in all, I had a fantastic weekend. 

Verse(s) of the day

Today's verse:

Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 3:13, 14 NKJV)

Verse to remember:

Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap. (Galatians 6:7 NKJV)

- very important verses that resonated w me.