I've cut off all my fellows here and ready to move on. OT school is just a bit away. I'm ready to move on to the next chapter. Haha in two days.
Now that the update is over, I received this text from this guy I use to know and it was strange. The details were a Bit fuzzy... Actually I don't remember anything the message said. I didn't even read it bc I was a bit tossed that evening. Haha. So I just had it read to me two weeks ago. It was confusing bc it sounded like he was confessing something but at the same time attempting to let me know something. Me, being a girl, I want to analyze and decode all that garbage :(. What I came up w is he's so selfish. Why? Bc he won't let me heal. Every time I'm okay and able to prance around on my toes he knocks me back down and I have to attempt to climb up out of that hole again. So come turns, I can't heal properly w this yoyo effect I'm in. Every few months I get a message and I won't read it bc I know it'll screw me up. I figured hanging out w trainer would help but that was a temporary fix.
Random thought: I need a fwb for sure. 2 years and counting, I think.
I cannot wait until I'm back w my Hershel and I'm in a brand new environment before OT school! I need to heal!
