430am

So two Saturdays ago I received a long text at like 4 am.
Run it back...

A friend of mine text me and was like come out. I'm like IDK because I just got back from work and not really in the mood to drink. Friend A says, Friend B is in town you should come out. I hate when people name drop like so-and-so has pull around these parts. I told Friend A, don't name drop like that's suppose to mean something bc it doesn't. So after some thought I was like why not.

Long story short, Friend A and two others (one by the name of Teresa I babysat but that was okay; she was completely drunk). We went to the bar. Friend B was already drunk and sat in the car bc Friend B forgot that good ole driver's license o_O. I had a decent time and got a guys phone number this past weekend to a country bar. Took the girl home etc.

So I get back around 400-415am or so and I take a shower and get ready for bed bc I have to be at work by 10/11am. I get in the bed around 430am and plug in my phone. I see I have a missed text so I look at it and it's a long ass text. I read it and was tearing up but the funny thing is I called and let a message bc I thought something was wrong and then fell out asleep. Like knocked out asleep! Haha, I didn't remember it at all. I actually forgot about it until I was about to text a friend of mine. Then I was like what in the world. As a female we tend to over-think things. I began to think. Last night I went out with friends of his - so I was hoping that the whole ordeal wasn't a setup... But it was strange that the night that I go out w his people ihe texts me out the blue. Strange happenings, right? So it made me feel some kind of way.

Later that evening, I'm speaking to a friend of mine and here he comes calling back. The call was strange like it was meant for me to feel stupid for calling in the first place or something. It made no sense to me. I was just like this is insanity. Like the whole aura of the conversation was funny, not on my part but on his. Three years together and all and he still knows how to get at me. Swear it messed up my Sunday and Monday. I went to the gym Monday and left after 45 minutes bc he messed up my vibe. And 100% honesty, i don't know what the text said. We been through this so long, like these long text I like to wait until I'm ready oto read them. It'll be a week to 3 months from now. In all honesty i deleted it bc I was so mad.

What a night

So I went out w this guy I meet last week. We went to shoot pool first and then to a country club. I didn't consider it a date. Just me hangout w this kid and his friends.
So speaking of kid, I think Graeme, the kid's name is a giant kid. Ugh and a freaking pushover and I think he's a dumb-dumb. I don't like idiots. Just a 6'7" built idiot.
Now on to his friends. The Hispanic ones were cool. His cousin was a douche and a prick all at once. How do you expect some chick to respond to bitch and be all good. Ignorance has to be his best friend. I had a good time. I two-stepped and what not. We left and went our seperate ways. I got into my car and was about to move when he popped up he was apologizing for not walking me to my car etc. I was like that's okay. Haha I'm a big girl. He asked for a kiss and I was grossed out bc earlier he was smoking a cigar and a cigarette before I went to my car. Very nasty. So heck no and he's not my type anyway.
Moral of the story, I hate kids and idiots.

Had a good chat w trainer which brought clarity :) May 31 can't come fast enough.
Overall, it was okay. Shoot take me to the gun range geez.

I think I'm starting to get stressed

So I feel... Like I'm starting to get stressed. I've been on a nonstop manhunt it seems. Figuratively not literally.

So many are interested but there's so little time to call them back bc one of my team members is pregnant. Good for her bad for me. She's on a 6 month bed rest leave. All I can say is 5-31 can't come soon enough!

My eyes

Are so low right now. I haven't had sleep in about 2 days now. I am physically and mentally tired. Sheesh.

I'll fill you in later this week. I really need sleep.

Straight. Don't veer now.

Perfect timing!

Oh geez

I love you.
I love you not.
I love you.
I love you not.

You say the most frustrating things bc they're so remarkable. My smile. My attitude. My frame. Etc.

(1 day later)

Holy Franklin! Like I've never been in a situation like this. Your a scumbag but then again you know just what to say to make me say damn, I do like you A Lot A Lot! Eh. I'm annoyed and hungry.

I'm going to tell you off tmrw. Ugh. I have to take you one day at a time. I get so annoyed so easy.

See how inconsistent this crap is. Ugh. So annoyed!