Geeze Louise

So 5 years... It could happen but I'm not going to push it. Can't go there until that number and city name is outta my line of site. Makes me mad.

That's all I've seen these last week or two. Oh goodness. K this and K that. It's a sign for sure but how I got about understanding it may be the interesting part.

I'm so tired. Traveling is tough and Hershel isn't happy w his confined spaces these days. Thinking about getting him neutered. It'll calm his hyper butt down. Sigh he will hate me.

To do or not to do

Seems like that's the question of the night boys and girls! Wish I knew the answer to that, things would be so much easier if I had the answer right now.

God...

Hey!


Lets talk :)

Small fears

I feel that I may be making the safe choice instead of the right choice.

I said yes to something that I believe to be have a safe outcome in the long run but not the best choice for me now or then.

I don't want to make the wrong choice.

Are you dating? Colorado... What a funny place!

It's so funny. I talk to so many people on a daily basis. Every 10th conversation, there's questions whether or not I'm w someone. When I say no, they look so surprised and say, 'a pretty girl like you... That won't last long' :(

Can I just be cool for a bit before I start adding fluff... That's rude. Before I have to start thinking about adding more to my routine than there is right at this moment. Ah. Idk.

Today it was a doctor who was retired and just enjoying life and traveling. Cool dude actually. It's not that I a true feminist or anything. And it's not like situations don't come up where I get offers but I'm honestly not interested. I've never just had a breathing moment. I'm always in some relationship. I don't date so I skip that part. I hate dating. Such an annoying part in my opinion.

I'm happy right now. I have my options but I'm not acting on anything. Hoping I get this job otherwise I'm off to a full time grad school.

So much is about to change. My life is about to take a big loop! It's seriously about to get super real haha. I'm ready though.

Just met this lady on my plane and she thought I was modeling :( haha. Nope. Meeting new people is kinda fun.

Big plans for the next few months. BIG PLANS!

Quote of the day

"Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away”

Carrie Bradshaw, sex in the city

Love Me - Lil Wayne Drake & Future

As long as my B****es love me! Lol

I really like this song

Denver! Will have to wait

I'm sitting here at the airport bc there's an issue w my flight and I can get in that how basically. Sigh. The life of a traveling worker drone is never simple. Makes me wish I had a real ass suitcase. Haha might have to buy one. Love luggage.

Birthday weekend...

I'm 25. Finally an official grown up. Why? Insurance is much cheaper now! Yay suckas!

Had a wonderful dinner w 5 wonderful people and an extra. (I invite different people each year)
Met my friends bf and I'm not a 100% digging him. He never has a complete answer for anything and his outfitting sucked.

Ah so enjoyed it and went to dinner w a friend Saturday. Went to a date on Wednesday.

Got my hair done Friday. I love short hair. It's so easy to keep up and it makes me want to wear a dress and heels.

I haven't worked out all week but I will attempt to next week when I'm in Colorado! Whoop whoop!

Getting my first waxing today too!

What a great week.