Counting down

Counting the days down until I'm airborne. I cannot wait. Being here is annoying. 2 1/2 days left!

Thank Jesus

Writers' block

I had an itch in my mind and my fingers. I have the middle but no beginning or ending.

I haven't had an itch in awhile. I hope it comes back. I need some inspiration.

Christmas Day

So this Christmas Day has been a bit different. I'm stuck at the moment but w my lovely jerk/sweetheart puppy.

First and foremost, received a wonderful conversational call from my family which I desperately needed.

Received some nice texts from some of my favorite people.

A surprise call from someone.

One encrypted text message.

And one interesting character w and bottle full of whiskey, popcorn, M&Ms, and home alone playing in the background.

Today's been real guys. Haha. Oh and watching white collar, which is fantastic. Haha he has a smooth walk and a fantastic face.

Dust storm

There are 5 other places I'd rather be than at home right now but this dust storm and wind won't allow me. Grrrr.

My house smells like dirt. Ugh

Stop blowing up my phone kid

So blog world, I have a question for you!

How do you tell a crazy person to stop texting you and calling you. We aren't that close and I'm not trying to be.

Dude is completely crossing the friendship line. Like don't call me and text me ever few days. By few I mean 3-5 days, no more than that. I will be forced to tell you about yourself.

If rather text and talk to lumberjack Gary lol.

Me, I'm feeling two kinds of ways...

Maybe even three...

1 & 2 are the pictures below and three is:

Whelp, that was fun while it lasted... Refer to number one's last phrase!

Lessons in love, Neon Trees

Love this song!

Secrets

I've heard from my mom, the dreams that you want to occur, you don't tell. :(

I had the best dream this morning. Which involved me and you talking. Silly right!? No it was amazing. We were in Seattle (which you know I'd want to live for like the most 3 years) in a hotel with super thick pillows and comfy sheets. You asked me a question while I was partially sleep and I answered it yes. You asked for detail and i gave you that. You recorded my answer even though I was still partially sleep.

You played that back 3 months later at some important occasion. Sigh. I believe it maybe the truth.

So God willing, this may possibly come true. Right now, I want to gut you like a fish but I'm sure things will smooth out soon enough.

So,this working out thing... Eek.

Working out after like 2-3 weeks of not working out what so ever. My legs and arms are like butter. I hate it but I love the feeling of the whole ordeal.

Tonight

I met this baby named Cameron Phillip.

Let me tell you first and foremost,
I hate kids.
I hate animals. (As I say this, Hershel just passed some serious gas YUCK!!)
I hate people.

Hold this child confirmed the thought of me having a child at this moment would be bad for both me and the kid.

Everytime he cried, I wanted to throw up. His dad would slurp up his drool and spit up which again, made me want to gag. Ugh. He was cute when he was quiet but when he started talking, Lord!

They are A LOT OF DEDICATION, TIME, and CONSTANT WORK. Geez Louis.

Instantly annoyed

I have my final in the next 30 minutes. How in the hell did you forget your store key and you've only worked Wednesday closing? How does that make sense...?

Ugh lord I hope I pass this test relatively well.

Baby's first dot in car wash

Lol he was so interested in what was going on. Haha

That last picture lol. My hand always looks like that. Ugh

#1 rule

Don't be liar.

26 or 29? boys and girls, that's the question of the day...

The answer, had better be 26

Amsterdam - imagine dragons

Love this long!

Your time will come... If you wait for it. :)

Verse of the fat

Then Jesus said to them, “A little while longer the light is with you. Walk while you have the light, lest darkness overtake you; he who walks in darkness does not know where he is going. (John 12:35 NKJV)

So true

Best quote yet

Verse(s) of the day

Verse of the day

Until now you have asked nothing in My name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full. (John 16:24 NKJV)

Devotional of the day

But he who does wrong will be repaid for what he has done, and there is no partiality. (Colossians 3:25 NKJV)

Verse to memorize of the day

The Lord rewarded me according to my righteousness; According to the cleanness of my hands He has recompensed me. For I have kept the ways of the Lord , And have not wickedly departed from my God. For all His judgments were before me, And I did not put away His statutes from me. I was also blameless before Him, And I kept myself from my iniquity. Therefore the Lord has recompensed me according to my righteousness, According to the cleanness of my hands in His sight. With the merciful You will show Yourself merciful; With a blameless man You will show Yourself blameless; With the pure You will show Yourself pure; And with the devious You will show Yourself shrewd. For You will save the humble people, But will bring down haughty looks. (Psalms 18:20-27 NKJV)

This morning

I just happen to log onto Facebook this morning to do a bit of research and ran into something that was somewhat sentimental awhile back. It caught me off guard so it made my stomach hurt.

In no way shape or form, did I ever expect this. Good grief. Leave me be is all I ask. Leave me alone or grow the hell up and be ambitious. Don't be a bum. Have goals and strive for something other than making excuses and having others waste energy on you with the same crap everyday.

I won't be an enabler. I just won't. You've done enough. Enough. No more will I be dragged into your never ending mound of bullshit.

It's embarrassing and I want no part of it.