Time

Time is not on my side one bit. I have about 2 months or so to get everything together and sent out. Sigh. What have I been doing with all my time.

No fun for sure. All serious nonsense

I've given myself a timeline now. I have 2 months to get it altogether. After my class is over I can solely focus on the career I need and want.

So scandal!

Is the best show ever!

Watch! You'll love it.

Having issues today

I hate having long pauses or long durations where nothing is being said. It's so annoying AND me being a girl I start wondering and thinking and putting random occurrences together. Grrr. I hate that part about being a girl. Either your mad or your...

Well just got a response. Ugh. All is well. Should've taken a screen shot but didn't.

See what was happening. Paranoia to its finest. Anywho, lol, I'll continue...

I hate attention. I like to blend in to the weaving of life in my own way. I like attention, only when I need it but not any other time than that.

So two guys from the gym, C & B, were both hitting on me. I don't do anything to get noticed. I just workout, chat a bit, and leave. Sigh. I'm average. Not anything more.

It never fails

When I come and get kinky twist, they are never on time ever! This time I even came late and they are still late. Useless Africans. Time is never a factor for them.
Having that be a main issue w your own ethnicity and them still doing it is an embarrassment for sure.

It's already started

This is about to be a long day. I got a "citation" this morning for doing 53 in a 40. I was like seriously just give me my ticket so I can go.

My house

Is filled with them lol at all times minus Keizer in the middle. Macy is at the top and my baby Hersh is at the bottom.

Presenting dinner!

Tuna spaghetti. Lol
I really wanted tuna and I had spaghetti so... That's what I made.

First one making it. It was yummy!

Verse(s) of the day

Verse of the day:

Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. (James 4:7 NKJV)

Devotional of the day:

The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly. (John 10:10 NKJV)

Verse to memorize:

But You, O Lord , are a shield for me, My glory and the One who lifts up my head. I cried to the Lord with my voice, And He heard me from His holy hill. Selah I lay down and slept; I awoke, for the Lord sustained me. I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people Who have set themselves against me all around. (Psalms 3:3-6 NKJV)

I read this...

And laughed at the bolded headline.

Soooo

I'm not huge on candy nor chocolate but this... Is the best I've tried. I'm extremely happy I tried it out.

So my day, I spent most of the evening trying to get inspired to study with the help of trainer :) I had a nice assortment of conversations with him too.

- slept, studied for a bit then took my test. I hope i did well.
I got my car back yesterday but the grille was shifted so I took it back up there so they could adjust it.

Got my oil changed, car washed, gas, bought Hershel food and toys. Worked out but did terrible. It's been a minute since I've worked out. Geeez I sucked today. No working what so ever. Yay.

My week...

This is so stupid. So I've worked over 60 hours this week. It's garbage. I hate working retail let alone working multiple extra hours.

So I got written up Thursday when my DM came through. Apparently there was major miscommunication between the DM and I and she felt I didn't respect her... Okay. Get over yourself. It's pretty ridiculous when I call or email you and you don't respond to me but let's not forget if I get in trouble it's on me. You don't respond to emails and such and you'd like me to respect you. Cool. Whatever is pretty much what I said and then I guess I have to listen to you for now. (Rolls eyes and prefers to listen to crickets at that moment)

I'm just counting down the weeks until I'm out this bastard! I've been planning my exit actually. Push over 4 or 5 fixtures, tell them all suck it, and moonwalk out the door. Perfect planned exit.

I can't wait!

Suck my cockiness... :) sorry that's the song playing right now.

Ho hey - The Lumineers

Love this song. Super sweet. I need something like this to make me feel better about the garbage week I've had.
Enjoy

This is the truth

So true. My life has definitely changed for the better bc if this.

Something amazing is in the works for me, I can feel it. I'm so excited. :)

Didn't cha know - Erykah Badu

This will be my song forever. It always puts me in the best mood. :) enjoy!

Omg... Smh

So I got to work around 802 or so and I can't find my keys. I looked this morning before I left, couldn't find them. I thought I left them in my car... Nope.

So I call the ASM to see if she can come let me in. Sad but true. So as of now, I'm sitting in front of my store looking simple as hell.

Oh wait, it gets better...
I'm starving, I have an interview at 9 and 10 this morning, and I have store crap to do this morning. Ugh. From this point the day can only get better.

Verse of the day

I love when Jesus speaks in the bible. I can almost hear the possible sarcasm he may have. His words are so powerful but worth being heard. i just giggle when it sounds like he is telling people what he's said many times before. Lol there's always a, "tell them or whoa, you got em'" type moment.

Idk about anyone else's perception of him but he is some kinda of amazing to me. I think he's pretty chill with flip flops, board shorts, the infamous travel shirt (Hawaiian flowered shirt lol), some great ray bands and long or short hair. He takes things seriously but he will never yell or call you harsh names that will hurt. He's down for the cause but will never force you to believe. He knows the answer but will never force his way up on you. Beautiful soul with grace and gratitude in his eyes... I can't wait to meet him face to face. It would be a complete dream come true for sure.

Enjoy the verse. Have a spectacular day and above all, praise his name.


Jesus said to them, “If God were your Father, you would love Me, for I proceeded forth and came from God; nor have I come of Myself, but He sent Me. Why do you not understand My speech? Because you are not able to listen to My word. You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you want to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own resources, for he is a liar and the father of it. But because I tell the truth, you do not believe Me. Which of you convicts Me of sin? And if I tell the truth, why do you not believe Me? He who is of God hears God’s words; therefore you do not hear, because you are not of God.” (John 8:42-47 NKJV)

Re: today's to do list

I accomplished everything except for the applications (which I figured). I may just do that now so I can complete that part.

My day started off stupid bc of volunteering and class. I was so tired after both. I went to workout, played w Hershey, and just grabbed some Starbucks.

My days been amazingly good. I'm happy I can spend the evenings w Hershel.

Well, until next time, stay safe, blessed and appreciative. Be thankful for another evening your been given.

Good night!

Poor Hershel

So I ran out this morning without tell him by! And my roommate sends me this.

And I'm on my way back home now... I'm sad.

Today's to do list

I have been slacking for the past month. Honestly, I'm pretty hopeless. Haha. So here is my determination to fall from that pattern.

1. Volunteer
2. Class
3. Volunteer
4. Study a bit/play w Hershey
5. ***************WORK ON APPLICATIONS TO OT SCHOOL IS AN ABSOLUTE MUST!!!*****************
6. Give 63-78% in working out (I usually give 25-38% lol. Athletically, I've got it down. Things just aren't tough enough for me to get tired or become sore from. I'm usually kinda bored. I'll push myself today though.
7. Plant the seed. If I'm going to flourish, I've got to be sure the yard the seed is planted in will not reject its development. (Metaphor, gasp, no idea...)
8. Work on more apps/play w Hershey
9. Possibly go out and enjoy a friends birthday intoxication fest. Idk yet. I might get sleepy by then. :)

So those are my plans for today. I hope I get them all accomplished but I get distracted easily. :D

My plans can only happen if I get up, which I will---

Right---

Now---

Enjoy your day. Stay motivated and appreciative for the day you've been blessed with.

Lol okay I'm up SERIOUSLY!

Later!