Last 2 weeks

When I get stressed, I GET STRESSED. Unlike normal human beings I hold it in and burst much much later.
I really have to stop doing that but it's always been done this way. Well my way.

Well the last 2 weeks have been not nearly as bad as hell but the least agitating, annoying, and needed I guess. I had a revelation yesterday morning which will easy me through the next couple of days. I hope I don't end up in an asylum bc I really want to rip someone a new hole.
I think I shall start meditating again to avoid that.
Oh and to add to my troubles, I have my GRE next Thursday. Ugh. This years is a rap.

Until then I'm stuck like chuck.
Later

Sleep issues

I hate not being able to sleep bc your waiting on a phone call. This is the second time this has affected my sleep. I'm just going to not worry about it and just go to sleep like I use to.

Some people

When it comes to helping others, I'm all for it. Ask anyone who knows me, they'll let you know. Its as if my ideal purpose to life was to help others. So until I am told otherwise, this is what I will be doing. I believe my happiness and pleasent nature should be shared with others. Its something that makes me truely happy.
Now that you know a little background information, it erks my nerves when you lend a helping hand to someone and they aren't willing to allow themselves to be helped by you but they complain about the situations that they put themselves in. It drives me nuts. I want to help but how can I when you won't allow me. Maybe I'm trying to hard to be a good person but DANG don't come complaining about the situation I could've helped you with.

I hate to complain but really! Really dude!?